Fuck la. Fuck la. Fuck la. Fuck la. Fuck la. Fuck la. Fuck la. Fuck la.

LEEQIAOMEI IS SO FUCKING PISSED OFF
Everything irritates me now.
Why?!!?!?!! Why?!!?!!!??Why?!!?!!?!!?!!Why??!!?!?!

*EDIT 1/11
I dont like to leave my post so short and so vulgar, so im adding on and not creating a new post as what im going to say is really pretty short.
I'm moving. Back to blogger, yes. Will nt dlt onsugar but will leave it to rot until I feel like saving it. There's no post in my blogger yet since stupid as file doesnt wanna get imported. Just comment on the blogskin and stuffs. Spent like eternity on it. Okay byebye onsugar. I'm gonna be mature back in blogger and stop all the stupid nonsense thing I had been saying throughout my onsugar posts. Love ya. See you there darlings.
www.melt-mytongue.blogspot.com

xoxo.

I have like alot of things inside my brain/heart now that I wanna start ranting but ohwell, I shouldnt do that because its no fun seeing someone emo right. Shall spare you all the agony.

• Daphne's birthday party
  It was a boowoohooweeyaysighsuck event. It was fun and enjoyable and sucky at another point. Well, fun because we met after so long and bbqing/eating with each other is one of the thing I'll gladly die for. But heard really sucky news from yuanzhen. Srsly, I didnt expect * to become so.. bad LOL. I mean, okay I know * isnt totally true in whatever she said but I never thought that she will do things to such extreme extent. Had fun laughing with the classmates. Javier wu became such joker. Funny things happened on the car hahaha.

• TOP/BIGBANG
  Peekchas time baby!
  
  
   
  Yes, I know im bias to the max. But hell, TOP LOOK SUPER HOT. SIZZLES! Anyway, TOP acted in this drama called IRIS as an assasin and even though, his hair was long in the show That eyes of his killed me even before he took out his gun.

Okay srsly, I shld stop my craze HAHAHHA. But bloody hell audi have their songs ): make me love them more ): And my phone have alotalot of their songs too! Aww ): LOL.

• Suntec with Emily and Shiqi
  was late by alot. Caught up by events in foguangshan. Stupid la!! Shiqi was like reaching kallang leisure alr when we changed to suntec, SORRY! Met them in justacia. Without any makeup and dressing up. Just simply contacts. When can I and will I, be able to be myself infront of my conservative/traditional/strict/bitchy/gossipy relatives?!! Beats me. DDRed and played the bball machine, love it yay! Then go around shopping for stuffs. Then head over to my place to get stuffs too.
• Getting a new drama night dress and, MASK.
  Considering getting a new drama night dress. Shiqi says mine is sexy but not too bad. Sexy, not in a way that can reveal half of my breasts or anything like that. Just that its kinda like slanted at the bottom. From short to long. And the short, is really short. If I wear nf inside, can see. I tried wearing fbt inside, okay great cannot see. And plus, one serious problem. It doesnt match well with my heels!!!!!! Gosh, gonna bring it to school tmr and get opinions. If its really that bad, gonna go suntec and get that dress I saw today. Didnt know suntec have that lot of dress woo.  Mask hmms, raffles tme girls? All the designs have been taken by liangning and co. So er... I was wondering whether we can get a few same one? Cause yknow.. its hard to find the right kind of mask.

  Thats all. Keith ask me whether I wanna go jcube on tuesday after school. Considering. Hmms. have been spamming jcube real often. Needa curb my addiction!! This weekend feel like going shopping with dear serene :O I am really happy anyway, cause of something.. and someone.

Ytd went jcube at niightx worszxxc. So happii. Babyszxcxx shiqi and claire soo cutezxcvxx siiollszxcvxczv. keith iish alwayszxs treatiinqzxc us worszxcxs.

HAHAHHA, TWITTING FAILED BADLY LA. I have to spend like 1ominutes on the above sentence rofl. How do people twit :O  Its hard to read plus hard to type! Why do people still do it, hmms?

Getting worried/frustrated/irritated over every single things possible. Pms. Hate it to the max!! Moodswing like mad, was feeling angry at jcube yesterday and happy the moment I leave it. Call me a weirdo.

Anyway yes right, yesterday jcube again. But, before that was obvsly school, that sucks major. History 28/35 and maths.. cant rmb LOL. Stm, I know I know!! AS\fter that was counselor thing, ah wasnt listening. Skip. Then CCA grading thing, I GOT LIKE ZERO. Big fat zero -_- I have astro in my list but still zero cause I was on mc, fuck it la! Shiqi and me same same, CAUSE WE PONNED NPCC FOR MONTHS. Was slacking in school with emily and shiqi after school, talked about drama night yo. I cant believe that im actually looking forward to it despite * ! Irony man. Ohwell, maybe its because im evil/wicked/black-hearted enough to go. Its amazing how emily can use really insulting and hurtful words even though she look dammit sweet! Totally lmao when she was ranting about something LOL.  So anyway, leave school half way claire called me. Asking whether wanna go jcube. I told her i can only reach at around 6 then she 'huh... ok lor. byebye'. SO, I THOUGHT NOT GOING ANYMORE. But hell, she called me at 530 and said something about still going. So chionged and met her at around 615. Broke my own record!! Waited for shiqi outside jcube. She's so slowwwwwwww. Saw lots of bengs and lians, HAHAHA. I love staring at their clothes and hair, I find it so interesting. Shiqi reached, so we went in. Played and keith came. Lost my temper when I heard something from emily. Was rlly angry and wanted to scream at everyone who talked to me. Sucks. But anyway, saw lots of familiar faces there LOL. Its intesresting how you know someone's name, age, life etc etc and yet she/he doesnt know you LOL. Blame it on my bloghopping skills. Saw * somewhere!! She's sucha scammer. She look so chio on her blog but.. coughs. Were playing arcade. Beginning to love the basketball machine despite my pathetic score rofl. Slacked around at ps awhile then homed.

Imma go Daphne's birthday party later on with yuanzhen and siqi. Gonna cab there, rivervale link oh. Will be checking the map soon HAHHA. Tmr kboxing with emily and siqi, cant wait! ^^v. I need audi patch, someone send me please. 6006 to 6077!!

Geog, 35/50 (I think minus one mark so 34/50)
Bio, 41/50 (DAMN PRO RIGHT WOOHOO!)
Chem, 31/50 (Sucky ass shit ): )
Lit, 38/75 ( -_- WHICH IS LIKE 50/100. PRO OR WHAT YOU TELL ME, forget it man.)
Chinese, 69plusplus/100 (Surprised?! Yeah, i was damn disappointed with my result okay. My paperone pulled me down, BIG TIME)
English compre, 27/50 (Better than mye, rofl)

Was feeling uncomfortable all day long. Herat thumping like wtf, cold sweat, chest pain, cannot breathe properly, leg pain, etcetc!! Anyway, the first thing in the morning I woke up, I thought of only one thing. I AM GONNA BE A BAD GIRL TODAY. Weird or what ahahaha. So... I wore contacts, use coloured rubber band and fold my skirt! I wanted to wear my name tag without the blue thing too, but abit too over huh LOL. Saw grace at bus stop and decided to go market with her meet singwei and co. Thought we was late, but we werent -_- Retarded man. Goishiqi la!! Briefing in grand audi, was like hellszxcv. Suck to the core >:( ! was feeling woobbly all over during reccess so lovely Emily and Shiqi went to get some food for me (: ! Love to the max <3 ! Then ate like double their serving, and amazingly, WAS FEELING MUCH BETTER LOL. I think its because I skipped breakast :O And venue was at Lt afterwards, so was like alot more shiok. Had fun with liangning and eli in the same row (: Really, felt really.. familar :X So happy HAHAHHA :XX !!

*EDIT!
Ohyeah, lost my temper at night. Was outside eating with mummy and bro. But was so irritated at everything that I screamed at mummy and bro. Heart thumping like its gonna jump out anytime, Srsly think that I have some high blood presuure or something.

I really really regretted what I've done. Wish things will be back to normal soon yay :D I will try my best okay, like what I've told you. Starting things from zero, being friends again :D Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeees!!

OKAY YESTERDAY, Jcube > Claire's hse.
Jcube early in the morning, mad sleepy. Ate kfc and plaza sing with shuxin while waiting for dear shiqi. We were kinda early so yeah. Their breakfast suck like mad la. Walao, hate it man. Waste $$ ! Shall only eat macs breakfast next time, hmpf. So shiqi finally appear with her HEELS. Goishiqi in heels, first time see okay!! Her heels not bad eh. With a lil bit more walking, she'll be able to walk normally with heels already I think. I NEED MAJOR PRACTISING. My heels is like, super high, gosh. Wteff did I buy sucha heels man. I confirm 1oo% gurantee chop look like giraffe on drama night ): Ohwell, cant help it. NOT MY FAULT THAT I THIS HEIGHT RIGHT, SRSLY TOO BAD LA. Went to jcube after eating, ass jcube still close. When they're like suppose to open t 930?! The time was like 11 alr okay. So anyway, went arcade to play ddr while waiting. hate the ddr thr la!! Not the versions I'm use to and their level anyhow change one. Went to zone x after that, still waiting. Then change place to the staircase, still waiting. But had fun while waiting there. Shuxin and I tried on shiqi's heels. Shiqi was grumbling abt why and how I can walk so fast LOL. Walk more ^^v. Shuxin look nice with heels! Skinny sexy legs HAHAHHA.

Finally went in jcube around like 12. Took some shitty computer and was complaining that there's no speakers, only head phones. And shuxin and my comp cant audi. So requested to change to computers behind cause gt speakers! So changed and warmed up a little. Then the guy sitting beside shuxin came and play and with us. So pro >:( But hmms, he's friendly. Oh and there's this guy sitting directly behind him. Our backs against each other and shiqi was beside me so she was telling me how shuai he is and how guniang his friend's fingers are LOL. then continue playing AND.....................................

HOT!HOT!HOT!HOT!HOT!HOT!HOT!HOT!HOT!

Okay I sound like some despo little girl that go gaga over sgs right but hell no, I may take a little more look at them but never never felt more that just 'ooh'. But this person (yes, I refuse to admit that he's a.. male), ACTUALLY MADE MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT. OMIGASH, not exaggerating or something but frankly speaking, EMILY AH, jim* , and rhino* are no match man. Browngold hair + Spiky long hair + Skinny + Nice fashion sense + Cute ! What more can you ask for?!! He was so cute I tell youuuu. We was fbing and when he saw, he was like 'ooooh!' and keep looking. And bloody ass kept walking behind me. Made me so nervous, -squels-. LOL. Yes laugh all you want, I hardly ever write all this just to compliment a guy. Omigosh LOL.SHIQI!!  He is just that cute, isnt he?! -winks- :B Anyway,  something embarrssing happened. I was saying in audi, "OMG I CANT STOP LOOKING". and he, was looking at my screen at that time!! Hope that he doesnt know that its him LOL. Fbed with -Everlast- . daryl's fam and won 3/4 games, Not bad eh :D ! Saw someone familiar there anyway, he dont know me i know him :P LOL. 

Claire's house was madness laaaaaaa!!! Shuxin, shiqi and I were thinking of new audi ign and when Claire came home, THINGS START GETTING MESSY.

So much things happened, cant possibly list them all out. try guessing from the photos :P

TODAY, school > Claire's hse > kallang macs > Claire's hse
ACC was like fking easy la, chicken feet man! No need study one!! Stayed back slack/eat/bling em's phone awhile and head over to my place cause wanted to go countryclub with claire. But ended up going claire's hse and slack cause we were too lazy! Sing and er, talk? Idk what we talk abit also. Emily and shiqi suddenly have craving for macs so, shiqi me emily cabbed to kallang macs and dabao macs. Helped Claire to buy too, so kind right.  LOL. Wanted to bus home!! But the bloody sun was like scorching hot la!! But me and emily wanna save $ yknow!! So keep ren . And shiqi suddenly say something that made me and emily so elated, "WALAO I BUATYAHAN ALR. LETS CAB LA, I PAY" Hahahah, yeah so she paid! But in the end, split with claire cause claire feel guilty for making us help her buy. Then talk/slack again. Hang over till 7 then homed.

 Les to the max man!

*Realise that I commented using claire's account on my own blog. Forgot that it was her's LOL. Emily, that comment was by me okie.

Really excited abt drama night even though I dont have any speaking part but well, there's nothing i can do right. It only prove one thing, ________ is really sucha big fat bitch. Bought my drama night heels yesterday, yay ^^V !

Chio right, but I find it hard to wear it prom kinda dress. cause it looks more like the party kind right. And the problem is, Gisella they all will be weraong prom kinda dress! Considering the brown layered dress I have, hmmms. Hopes everything turn out just fine! *Psst, this heels is tall until, when emily wear it, she is slightly taller than me and when shiqi wear it, she's same height as me! Yes I'll be freaking tall that night. Pray that others wear heels this high too or else I'll look like some giraffe on the stage, hahahha.

有时候 我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什么都没说 只是静静的抱着我
却轻轻对我说 我只是 普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同 付出的爱没有结果
想不透 我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁 傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎 我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择让步
被放逐 在寒冷的边境
去学习 暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理 所谓的不公平
静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛

Today.. WAS A NICE NICE DAY. -brush off the fact that i dont get to go bunk last night!-

Bugis - Peninsula -  Dhoby Ghaut - Home

Woke up early in the morning 9oclock. Bathed and get everything ready, waited for my dad's call to go bai my grandpa. In the end, cancelled cause he was too busy o_o. So yeaps, headed down to bugis. Get my contacts on the way. Waited for emily and shiqi for a bloody 30minutes. WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE WAITING FOR PEOPLE T_T. Anywayyyyy, ate uzumaki while waiting for them and walked around first. Look like a fking retard lor. GOISHIQI AH, NEXT TIME I LATE FOR 2 HRS I TELL YOU. They reached, went macs to get mcflurry and shopped around bugis junction. Not really shop though, just enjoying the aircon cause it was super super warm.
 Went illuma next, emily and shiqi wanna get blingbling from comics connection. Hmms, hesitated thr. Wondering whether I shld get bling too. But dont like the bling thr leh, so, I abandoned the plan of getting bling. Called mummy and she say she'll sponsor my drama dress, HAHAHHA. Saw BIGBANG folder there on the way out, so chio lor!! But 7.90$ leh!! I will get it when I start printing money. Walked around finding ksuites. Hey, the ambience thr really not bad eh! Swear I'll go back thr man, if not I'll be letting myself down.
Bugis street next. Didnt shop around the first level much cause it was too warm. Found my drama night heels yay! :D Really happy with it, even though its like super high. HAHAHHA REALLY, SUPER HIGH LOL. Be surprised on drama night. I totally pon emily and shiqi when I wear it okay!! Like taller by 2 heads!! Yes, that powerful HAHAHA. Looked for nf after that. Hmms, that gray nf I tried on doesnt seem to fit me hmms. Went off in the end with just my heels.
Back to bugis junction yaw. RUBI SHOES IS THE LOVE YAY. Emily and shiqi was trying on the shoes while I play around with the sunglasses. I love the sunglasses leh!! So nice one lor. Cotton on also have. Rubi shoes and cotton on same same one. Only that rubi shoes sell shoes. Okay, I sound retarded saying this. RUBI SHOES OF COURSE SELL SHOES RIGHT. Shiqi and emily bought the shoes and we went off to Peninsula to get emily's bag.
Cabbed there even though its super near LOL. Stay thr for a very short time cause get bags only. Went sinma get coloursed rubber bands for school and TO DHOBY <3 !
Ate justacia. And funny things happened LOL. Chicken shiqi kept giving me her spicy chicken cause she cannot stand it. and I drank her miso soup. Eat her icecream too. Feel like a rubbishbin LOL. Wanted to zhao after eating because srsly, NO ONE WILL NOTICE ONE LOR. But honest us, still piad in the end. Check out the new bunk after that. HEY ITS NOT BAD OKAY. LIKE BUNK BUT LESS COMP NIA. Love at first sight sia, gonna spam thr often i suppose during the holi yay yay ^^v! *(whisper) ALOT OF SG THERE OMFG. ME LIKE!!  K anyway, went plaza sing buy emily's phone cover. Shop around awhile. GOT THIS NEW SHOP LEH. MAKE UP STORE FROM KOREAN. I LOVE IT. THE DESIGN IS COOL. CAN MEET LEEMINHO IF YOU LUCKY ENOUGH  cause got the dk what card la. Etude house, lovelove. Cotton on and rubi shoes combine as one there O_O. While walking to bus stop, some cros person approached us and ask whether we wanna like take a few photos in crocs things then maybe we'll be choosen as models for crocs and get some discount card thingy. AND WE AGREED, FOR FUN AHAHAHHA LOL. Yeah then took photos and thye gave us discount card for crocs. We dont want it so go around looking for ppl we can give too. Shiqi asked 2 brothers and she ahvent say finish then they reject liao HAHHAHA so poor thing. Then go build-a-bear cause xmm and xdd like to wear crocs one. So, I saw this girl with her mother. She was wearing crocs! And they look rich so i went to approach them. And the mother actually took it and thanks me HAHAH. See my proness :D
Homed. Shiqi and emily come my hse awhile then go already.
I like today heh xD 
Pictures as promise.
 Funeral and hws midautumn.
Random shots.
Spicy chic and shiqi after eating it.
 

Night bunk tmr, anyone?
Sorry claire, night safari is just too scary ): SORRYSORRY.

History today, nearly oversleep. Chionged down school and meet emily and shiqi. Guai me revise my notes which I jotted down, FOR 4 HOURS STRAIGHT, on the bus. Look like a typical chungcheng nerd. Omygosh -screams-
History was okay, I guess o_o. Quite confident of it, even though I think its kinda hard. WEIRD. 5 more papers to go ^^ And I'm surviving ha.

Was looking at my ezlink while waiting for history to end. And thought about how much I have changed.
Its amazing how you change everyday and you dont seem to notice it until one day, you stop and look back. You appearance, your thoughts, changed completely.

8 years ago,
I was still a little girl with puffy red cheeks. A girl who thinks that the smell of cooked rice is disgusting. A girl who love school cause its goddamn easy (I was damn smart okay, top3 in my kindergarden leh!) Someone who thinks I will never grow up. Thinking that everything will stay the same forever. Simling everyday.

4 years ago,
I start to come in contact with the real world. The cruel reality, not just a barbie fantasy. Beginning of the nightmare, the start of my mental growth.

2 years ago,
I start to grow physically. Puberty signs etc. And hell, WHY DIDNT I NOTICE THAT MY CHEEKS WERE SO PUFFFFFY THEN. HELLO, I THINK I POWERPUFF GIRL ISIT. Look really disgusting. But honestly, was alr very matured then. Compared to other people. But still, VERY CHILIDISH. Whenever I think of the embarrssing thing I did, I have the urge to take a knife and kill myself.

And now, my cheeks amazingly and wonderfully SILMED DOWN. I didnt even notice it until now HAHAHA. I wont say Im mature enough though. Skaly 5 years later, I'll read this post and start laughing at myself and say 'How chlidish can I get!' . And I realise that I dont really care abt how I look until this year. OMIGOSH KILL ME LA.

So yeaps, that kinda summarise how up how embarrassing my childhood is. I'm gonna make my life more exciting from now on. I'm gonna make sure 100years from now on, my name appear somewhere on textbooks. 'leeiqiaomei, singapore's proud' HAHAHA OKAY, I'M THINKING TOO FAR. Anyway, I accidentally dlted my sophistication-x .bs few days ago and now my views go down DRAMATICALLY. Hope it isnt because no one relink me, just bcause of exams. My comments box is thirsty. Feed it or I'll make sure I feed on your blood.

Cause just one sip and I'm love drunk.

I wanna, WANNA, WANNA PUT BRACES. I MUST MUST DO IT BY NEXT YEAR.

Anyway, flunked my lit ): damn sad I tell you. Sure fail already. My section A and C, write damn bloody little la!! I tried squeezing out all my brainjuice AND IT DIE DIE DONT WANT COME OUT. Maths! Never do finish. Lost 5 marks, omigosh ): gahgahgah. lets not talk about this, make me angry only.

Decided to work hard during holi. Yes work, like srsly, GONGZUO. Need money badly to do some massive wardrobe clearing. Mummy and papa agreed to hire me HAHAHHA. Just havent confirm working time and date. And uhms gonna do some flyers jobs with tanjunjie? Looks fun HAHAHA. By estimation, I one week can earn around 100$? If I work whole week la. Which.. might not be possible. Shiqi maybe working with me too! Hahahha, too bad we are shopaholics. Coming to this extent just to GET WHATEVER WE WANT. Yes, please just kill us.

I'm totally in the holiday mode already, WHEN IM ONLY HALF WAY THROUGH MY PAPERS. I pro or what la!! Planning for my after EOY events already. Swear I'll keep it damn packed. Work and play till I cant continue anymore, hmpf. STUPID SCHOOL, COME GET ME IF YOU CAN. I think I'll just heck care abt debrief bleh. ITS THE END OF THE YEAR ALREADY YAY YAY. Me gonna go check bbq pit for class outing, study abit, go mummy's house. Woohooooooo.

Pictaaaaaaas soon. If.. im hyper enough to go take some and upload. BBQ  Pit 27, 28 is free :D Near east coast macs leh. I HARMONY, HOW MANY OF YOU ARE FREE ON NOV 2? MONDAY. REPLY SOON CAUSE I NEED TO DETERMINE THE PIT SIZE ARIGATO.